Now that I'm *finally* on Spring Break, I can finally goof off without feeling guily about it. ^^; (as well as ponder INTENSELY about these things.) What I think I really need is an extended vacation. I missed meeting up with my former roommates in California due to lack of funds and lack of time... and I miss them terribly too~. ;__; I was also hoping to go to Japan with friends of mine, but that fell through as well... and I'm pretty sure my hopes of going to Anime Expo 2K is also squashed. *sigh* Call it bad luck, lack of funds, or just bad timing, I'm not sure... but I hope I break out of this rut soon. ^^;

Can I say "burn out"? T_T; I'm currently in my fourth year in college and have no idea when I'll be graduating... Mind ye, this isn't because I've been slacking off or failing my classes... I've maintained a pretty decent grades and all, but the core curriculum at this college is ridiculous... they expect something like 2-3 years to be spent fulfilling those required classes even before you can even think about taking classes related to your major... >_< Right now, I'm an Asian Studies major seriously thinking about switching over to Art.... or maybe double majoring. I'm not really looking forward to this, but then again, it's not like I really have an idea of what I want to do after graduation. ^_^;;

As I think over all the things I've done in the past, I think I've done them because I've been given the chance to do them... from going to Japanese school, ballet classes, drawing classes, to drawing comic strips. Now that I think about it, I've never had a really clear idea of what I wanted to do on my own. Most people grow up thinking they want to work somewhere or do something specifically... I've just done things as they've come. Maybe that's why I'm such a wishy-washy, indecisive person. T_T

So~!! Over this break period, rather than being static and lounging around the house, I hope to be productive... and do all those things I've been meaning to do all these past months! In addition to working on my CGs and stuff, I'll try and finish this page. (I have a couple extra galleries that are SUPPOSED to be up...as well as rescanning some of my Culture SHOCK! strips because I know some are cut off... and one is missing. ^^;;;;) I don't think this will directly help my indecisive problem, but at least I'll have more of a focus~! (or something like that~ o_-;) Gambarimasu~! :D